3am catfood run

Turn your mind away from things which are not permanent. - Buddha

(in other words: don't get attached to things in hopes of their permanence. Instead, enjoy them while they last)

Anyways, today was a pretty good one, an enjoyable one at least. Work went by quietly, and I didn't get anywhere near becoming anxious, exasperated, or frustraited. Its amazing what drugs and a new perspective will do for you. A low dose of the anxiety meds gets me in the right mindset, and the perspective keeps me in that mindset.

I didn't go to game, and I don't think I will until my schedule changes so I can have the day off to go play. Otherwise I just end up sitting and watching the scenes unfold. Actually, it was rather fortunate that I skipped out on game. I got home and chilled for a while, and about an hour later Lena showed up to visit. She is so funny, a fucking riot. It wasn't too long before we retreated to Z's room and good old fashioned fun ensued. (And damn, did we all need it.)
Our room mate Darren is pissed as all hell afterwards, as he always is. His problem, not ours, but it does suck trying to tiptoe around him out of consideration for his feelings. Still, other then that, he is a pretty awesome room mate, definately one of the best I've had. He'll blow over in a few days.

And then Z and I went on a 3 AM catfood run.

Though I haven't seen her in a while, I did manage to have a good online chat with Sony, my bestest of friends. There's a bellydance thing at the market this weekend, and she wants me to join. I think I'm going to be doing a solo to Minor Swing, as well as a duet with Sony to some song I've never heard of. We also talked about getting spider tattoos together, because spiders rock, and because they are a symbol of free will, choice, and the responsibility of our choices (in other words, we all weave our own web through the choices we make). I am going to miss her insanely when she leaves.

I have most of the week off, and intend on spending it sleeping, reading, and dancing for the market performance. It will be grand ^_^

It's past four am and my brain is too tired to write anything else. I'm going to go pop a migraine pill and have some dinner, and curl up with my Lilith Saintcrow novel. It's getting reallly good.