Arg.

Today sucked.
In a really major way.
My alarm clock didn't go off, so I slept in and missed an oral test in Japanese, and my poor partner had to do it without me. The teacher said I could do it Monday after class, so I'm lucky, but I still feel bad, and suffered a small anxiety attack as well.
I've misplaced my driver's license, which means I couldn't cash my rent check, which means I had to drive out to the valley tonight to give me mom back the check and have her withdraw rent in cash so I can pay my part of the rent.
I saw my little sister today for the first time in months, today with Dad at Taco Bell. It was good to see her, I guess. She's been getting involved with theatre. We aren't exactly close, mostly because I only saw on weekends growing up, and because her mother would often get drunk an verbally abuse me. Awkward.
I didn't manage to get to a computer until 5:30 to post an assignement that was due at 5. Fuck.
I'm tired. I'm stuck in an odd paradox: My anxiety makes me tired, and any drug I would take to fend off fatigue increase my risk of anxiety, which in turn makes me tired.... you see the endless spiral this turns into?
I am so fucking frustraited by this day. I want to cry.